A week or two left until I hear back from college about my acceptance…
Anonymous asked: Do you enjoy your work?
Of course I enjoy what I do! It’s a drag sometimes doing the same thing. I feel like I could be doing more. My workplace doesn’t give me many opportunities to do more, so that is why I’m trying to search for some place else to work at.
Anonymous asked: What classes are you taking right now? What are your grades?
- AP lit- C (needa take a essay I was absent for)
- AP gov- B
- Sports med - A
- TA for Vu- A
- Physics- surprisingly A
I’ll pull that C up by the end of the grading period, I’m sure. I’m looking at 2 Bs 3 As. Of course, my ROP class is an A, too (if that counts). As for my intro art theory class, I have an A because the only thing entered in our grade is participation points and an essay! My midterm is next week! I feel prepared for it and all but I’m still kinda scared! Good news is that I don’t meet for class for the next 3 weeks because midterm is an at-home one, then I have spring break (for the college), and then I have the ScHoolboy Q concert! So yay! I’m on the lookout for a job elsewhere, too… Driving to work is such a hassle for me zzz
I am such an unproductive piece of shit I can’t do anything good with my life. I’m still in bed and I have yet to complete all the work I need to finish for today and work ahead so that I don’t run into any other big troubles before the end of this week. Ugh I seriously hate myself so much for killing time like this because I had shit I could’ve worked on instead of moping around and feeling sorry for myself. I need to get better ASAP.
I’m actually really tired of people giving me shit when I’m already having a hard time. I think I realize my own faults way before you point them out.
A small update. I am sick. I’m not sure what I have since I haven’t visited the doctor’s office, yet. Anyways, it started off on Saturday as a strep throat. I think it formed because of the canker sore (or internal cold sore maybe…?). Anyways, it got progressively bad through Sunday. I had a fever and headache to make the package complete. I started my period sometime during those few days, too. My body and mind feel so worn out and painful. I need heat around my lower abdominal area because of my cramps, but not a lot of heat on my body because of the bacteria/virus in my body is already causing my body to heat up. I also need the cold to numb the canker sore inside my mouth where the wisdom tooth was taken out of. That place has started to swell and it hurts to eat. I can’t have have hot or cold. It sucks. Apart from that, there’s mucus trying to escape in the means of coughs (that really hurt my head and mouth to cough) or snot (gives me congestion and makes my ears irritated because blowing out clogs up everything). I feel kinda really shitty, but no one has given me a particularly hard time, so I haven’t had a mental breakdown, yet. The grading period is ending this week and I have exactly 4 days from this date to have straight As in all my classes. I’m thinking I’ll take tomorrow off to catch up and prepare for the hell week ahead of me. I could go to school because I don’t really do much, but I think I need sleep and time to prepare more, so I’ll take a day off. I was going to go on about my emotions and whatnot, but really, being sick has taken over everything in my mind (with trying to find a way to make things less painful) that I don’t really feel a certain way about a certain thing. I need sleep… I’m having a shitty week so far :-(